Saturday, July 29, 2006
you know i really do not know what to think and do anymore? it's just a case of very serious uhmm confusion. like i'm beggining to doubt my decisions and well, everything. okay emoemo ):

yesterday's rain seemed so perfect for my mood. HAHAHA! corny! hoho
but yes! it was like some music video for a really emotic song and this girl sits at the bus stop and like looks at the cars zooming by and then a tear rolls down her face. except i wasn't crying. HAHA

anyhoos! i was really lazy to go out after school yesterday and didn't bother making plans with anyone. so i went home straight after school. kathy walked with me to the bus stop (: got home early for once! haha and then the momma came home from who knows where and she was going for a massage and she asked if i wanted to go with her. hoho and i wanted to but i told her about my plans to go for dinner with my church friends after that and she started nagging/scolding me for not studying enough. like HELLO have you not seen uhmm how much more i have been mugging recently? and i felt like she really didn't appreciate my efforts so i told her i didn't want to go with her anymore and when she asked why i said i had to study at home. and i didn't go for the dinner either ): oh well. but i didn't study, i went to sleep instead. haha

and at night, i felt guilty so i tried to do my english compre and omgosh i don't know what is with that passage but it gave me such a terribleterrible headache, literally. i have no idea if it's the font or the size or how the words are all squashed together but my head really hurt so bad. forced myself to watch the rerun of high school reunion and went to sleep after. which was not an easy task cause my head really hurt THAT bad ):

the brother finally booked out again today (: went for lunch with him and the momma at chinese swimming club. ate till i felt so bloated. fish and chips, chicken rice, sandwhiches, potato wedges, banana split and mango smoothie! of course i had a bit of everything but man was it filling. went to church after. followed by dinner and a little bit of shopping with the churchies (:
and i finally purchased a copy of kite runner (:

my debt to God in terms of tithe is growing by the months ): i think i owe Him over a hundred close to 200bucks.
*note to self: pay tithes tomorrow

meet greenbean, my turtle/tortoise (:

moodswings!

GOODBYE